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Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
8:32 pm	the heart beats i figured since i don't talk to people about how i feel, i'll just write it in here. anyhow. lately i've been talking to this one person. i love him, theres not one thing i dislike in him. but if there is, i just feel his every imperfection is perfect. i dont know. we were together a couple of months back, but things didn't turn out so great and i only wish that it did. i can't stand the feeling of emptiness and being lonely...seeing all these couples hold hands like its fate. and everytime i talk to him or see him, as pathetic as it seems, my body just crumbles. my heart is barely left beating. it's undescribable. so yesterday i saw him, my legs were so weak, an unbearable pain in your heart and in your mind, but bearable enough to stare and say to yourself,thats him. hes the one who hurt me so terribly, but who i love so much. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: from the movie Fat Camp? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:28 pm	i.c.a.n.t.h.e.l.p.h.e.a.r.t.s. i figured since i don't talk to people about how i feel, i'll just write it in here. anyhow. lately i've been talking to this one person. i love him, theres not one thing i dislike in him. but if there is, i just feel his every imperfection is perfect. i dont know. we were together a couple of months back, but things didn't turn out so great and i only wish that it did. i can't stand the feeling of emptiness and being lonely...seeing all these couples hold hands like its fate. and everytime i talk to him or see him, as pathetic as it seems, my body just crumbles. my heart is barely left beating. it's undescribable. so yesterday i saw him, my legs were so weak, an unbearable pain in your heart and in your mind, but bearable enough to stare and say to yourself,thats him. hes the one who hurt me so terribly, but who i love so much. (Comment on this)